Yeah, so I’m graduated. Got a full-time job lined up, and just moved into a great duplex. Both Mandy and I are really happy. Things are going pretty well at work, and things at church are going decent as well. But why do I feel so…lost? <br />
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I guess, I’m curious as to what my place in this big blue ball is. Oh sure, serve God, love him…blah, blah, blah. But I mean, what next? Grad school? Not yet. I’m not going to work in Computer Services for the rest of my life, though I’m perfectly happy here for the time being. I guess I just feel like I’m not <strong>NEEDED</strong> anywhere. I mean, yes, I’m needed at work. But at church I used to be the primary person for planning and strategy. Now there is someone who can do those aspects far better than I can…or at least, that’s what I’ve been told. Perhaps I’m jealous, but I don’t think so. I just don’t feel like I’m needed in the youth ministry at Berean anymore. Sure, I have a lot of crazy and unorthadox ideas regarding discipleship and evangelism. I’ve got some crazy thoughts on the importance of learning the original languages. But who’s going to pay any attention to those? Patience. Always more patience. One day, maybe 20 years down the road…maybe.<br />
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Well, back to work!


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